The Problem With Self Sufficiency

I have been digging on Hal Moran's blog recently.  He provides incredible insights into the scriptures.  Recently, while posting on Mark 6, he quoted the following passage.
And he called his twelve disciples together and began sending them out two by two, giving them authority to cast out evil spirits. He told them to take nothing for their journey except a walking stick-no food, no traveler's bag, no money. He allowed them to wear sandals but not to take a change of clothes. (emphasis added by me) So the disciples went out, telling everyone they met to repent of their sins and turn to God. And they cast out many demons and healed many sick people.
Upon reading this passage I noticed that Jesus sent them out without anything but the clothes on their backs, a pair of sandals and a walking stick.  They couldn't carry money, extra clothes or food.  They were literally leaving unprepared by the worlds standards. My initial thought when reading this passage was, "Yeah right!  I would take all of that and more."  Then it hit me.  God wasn't telling his disciples to travel unprepared.  He was telling them that he would prepare the way for them.  He wanted them to put their faith in God, not in themselves. On this point God and I don't see eye to eye, and I will have to alter my ways.  You see, I like being a self sufficient person.  I don't like to ask of others, and feel out of place when generosity is being bestowed upon me.  For a long time I thought that is how I was wired and God would understand my ways.  The reality is God calls each of us to find sufficiency in him, not ourselves.  Self sufficiency, if taken to an extreme, is actually a sin! Let me explain what I mean when I say, "taken to an extreme".  I don't advocate welfare policies.  We should pull our own weight with regard to getting a job and paying our own way when possible.  As this is not always possible God makes provision in his word for the Church to minister to the needs of the congregation and the community. What I am talking about here is when you plan for all contingencies without regard to God's plan.  Without regard to putting faith in God's love for his children.  When I say, "taken to an extreme" I am talking about making decisions without God's guidance, and more importantly, following your own heart instead of God's direction. Powerful stuff... - Sean